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Tue Nov 17, 2009, 8:29 AM
ANOREXIA
[ ] you have dry skin.
[ ] you eat 1 meal.
[ ] you're very weak.
[x] you hate your body.
[ ] you starve yourself.
[ ] you have low self esteem.
[ ] you use laxatives.
[ ] you need to be more skinny.
[ ] people always say you're skinny, but you think fat.
[ ] people think you are too skinny.
Total: 1

ADHD (ATTENTION DEFICIT/HYPERACTIVITY DISORDER)
[x] your mind is all over the place.
[ ] you are hyper most of the time.
[x] you barely pay attention to anything.
[x] you cannot cooperate with people well.
[x] you seem to never sit still.
[ ] you talk all the time.
[x] you need attention 24/7.
Total: 5

BIPOLAR DISORDER
[x] you can act wild at times then the next day you are depressed.
[x] you are very irritable.
[x] you barely get any or no sleep.
[x] you are anti-social.
[x] you have very high self esteem at times.
[x] you are abusing alcohol, drugs, or sex. (alcohol)
[x] you have thought of/attempted suicide.
Total: 7

BULIMA NERVOSA
[ ] you throw up all of your food.
[ ] you throw it up even when you don't feel sick.
[ ] you have no control over how you eat.
[ ] you use laxatives.
[ ] you have overly exercised to where you almost fainted/passed out.
[ ] you always say you are fat, when you aren't.
[ ] people think you are way too skinny.
Total: 0

CONDUCT DISORDER
[ ] you are a bully.
[x] you threaten other people.
[x] you often find yourself in fights.
[x] you have used a weapon that could cause injury to others.
[x] you are cruel to humans and/or animals.
[ ] you have raped/molested someone.
[ ] you destroy property on purpose.
[x] you always lie.
[ ] you stay out all night.
[ ] you have ran away from home.
Total: 5

DEPRESSION
[ ] you are always sad.
[ ] you find no hope in your future.
[x] you find no longer excitement over the activities you used to love.
[x] you always find yourself around the house or in bed all day.
[x] you can be/are anti-social.
[ ] you have low self esteem.
[x] everything bad that happens is always your fault.
[ ] you always seem to be weak or have physical features hurt.
[x] you are failing school.
[x] you have thought of/attempted suicide.
[ ] you have ran away from home.
[x] hope is no longer there for you.
Total: 6

OCD (OBSESSIVE COMPULSIVE DISORDER)
[x] you have daily rituals.
[x] you have disturbing thoughts or thoughts you hate.
[x] you have to do a certain thing until it feels right.
[ ] you have to keep things in a certain order.
[x] you have harmed yourself.
[ ] you are afraid you will get an STD, AIDS, or any kind of germs.
[x] you have to check some stuff over again.
Total: 5

PTSD (POST-TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER)
[x] you repeatedly have flashbacks of horrible moments/memories in your life.
[x] you repeatedly have dreams of horrible moments/memories in your life.
[ ] you sometimes think the event will happen again.
[x] you feel highly uncomfortable when remembered/remembering the event.
[x] you can be/are anti-social.
[x] you have lost interest in the things you used to love.
[x] you have not had a lot of sleep lately.
[x] you worry about dying at an early age or dying at all.
[x] you can have angry outbursts.
[x] you act younger than your age.
Total: 9

SCHIZOPHRENIA
[ ] you often have hallucinations.
[x] you have strange, unusual dreams or thoughts.
[x] you can be confused about reality and fantasy.
[x] you think people are always staring or talking about you.
[ ] you have extreme anxiety or fearfulness.
[x] you have difficulty with relationships with family, friends, or opposite sex.
[x] you do not take care of your hygiene like you should.
[ ] you are very shy.
[x] you often talk to yourself.
Total: 6

well, I dunno... I think PTSD has most points, but I KNOW I have ADHD and something tells me the bipolar looks more pressing than both of them. actually, I think the only two things I seem NOT to have are ANOREXIA and BULIMA NERVOSA.... so yeah^^ *shrugs*
...*twitch*

  • Mood: Spidey Sense
  • Listening to: my teacher calling my name...
  • Reading: "Chosen"
  • Watching: the teacher glare at me =)
  • Playing: my teachers patience, according to her...
  • Eating: chocochip cookies =)
  • Drinking: from an empty bottle.

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  • Current Residence: the seat in front of the pc...
  • Interests: a lot... and so little
  • Favourite movie: stardust, sweeeney todd, prince caspian
  • Favourite genre of music: kate nash... U2
  • MP3 player of choice: ipod

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:icondistresseddove:
thanks for the fave!

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:iconmattkemis:
np

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:icondillwithit:
Thanks for the fav : )
:iconmattkemis:
your welcome =)

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:iconcoldfireempressazula:
Hey! Thank you for the watch! :D

Hold on, I have a mixed personality? I couldn't help but over-read your conversation with :iconhalberdierminister:

How is it that you would say I've somewhat of a mixed personality?

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:iconmattkemis:
yes: you certaınly seem to have =D

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If you don't understand somebody's view...
ask me, as I am very interested in such cases. and may be able to explain somethings

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:iconcoldfireempressazula:
... I guess I'll take that as a compliment. ^_^

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:iconmattkemis:
good. as you (two) wish

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By the way: I love you

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If you don't understand somebody's view...
ask me, as I am very interested in such cases. and may be able to explain somethings

Also, read my texts... they're full of perspectives.

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:iconcoldfireempressazula:
^_^

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:iconhalberdierminister:
Hey, thanks for the fave! I appreciate it. :)
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